Friday, December 2, 2011

I want to break free

I don't know if it's the Festive Season or the PMS, lately I've been overwhelmed with a feeling of incessant dissatisfaction...

It might be the festive season thing because when the year draws to an end, it draws the last of your desire to do anything worthwhile. Put me in a car and take me home where I can wake up every morning knowing that the whole day is mine and I can be as redundant in it as I like! I'm trying to push myself over the next ten days. I don't want to look back on them with regret wishing I had enjoyed them more.

I'm sure it will be better after this weekend when I don't have piles of marking to do anymore.... Bring on the freedom, the freshly cut grass and long lazy afternoons in the sun with John Mayer crooning in the background. I'm counting down the days.....